thoughts.

i just got back from hongkong last week, but my mind is still lingering in charming city I was born in.

I had a good talk with my Kai Ma. She's actually learning this art called Zi wei dou shu. basically is a divination skill. She gave me a little insight of my future, I shall leave the contents out of this. All I can say is I'm a little more confident about things now and clearer about my direction in life at the moment.

I forgot what made me decide to enlist into the army but I am still very unsure even till now whether it was the right choice for me.

I've been thinking alot about things. maybe a little too much, maybe a little redundant.

One of my new year resolution is to take up at least 3 different courses this year, and get a girlfriend dammit. I'm twenty one years old in september and I feel its getting a little embarassing for me to go on.

Okay its not a priority, but at least I will be open. I'm more interested in getting my life on track.



I used to have this aspiration of being a film director. Because I felt, through film, I could materialise my fantasies and inner thoughts. Lately, after much serious thinking, I realised that what i truely enjoyed was writing. Writing about stories, about anything that I fancy.

Aspiring to be a film director all the time was only because of my distrustful nature, that other people might taint my perception of a flawless imagination which has my big fat name written all over it. The little control freak inside of me delusioned me with the desire to have power over everything during production. I'll talk about that little monster another time.


I have since identified song writing and scriptwriting to be a more practical and potential option for me. Did I mention the shy little spark of Tony Leung wannabe in me.

Through Mayday, I have realised the art of writing lyrics can be so provoking to the imagination and it brought me to a new plane of listening to music. Listening to lyrics that are written with so much thought and feelings, gives me images that blend in with music so beautifully crafted that brings me into a world only I can imagine and feel.

It as an ingenious way of storytelling. I have to admit I love music even more than film.

I have decided to take up a course on song writing. I may go for a sketching course too. I have always wanted draw nice pictures.

I want to master 'The Game'

Finally, I would really want to improve on my chinese.

PS: I really wanna play soccer this week!!!