transitions and compromise

hello peeps, i just finished service w00t.

it ended last week, i'm glad its over. i ditched the uniform in a bin outside my office that day and it was awesome. the bin cover in a hand, an emotional baggage in the other.

if you've been following me enough, you should know that i did not really click well with my colleagues in the last few months. i just backspaced a long line of sarcasm about them, cuz i realised i dont wanna talk about it anymore.

i'm finally done.


so whats next for me? thailand =)

i need monies for the trip, so i got a part time stint at ya kun this week. i know i wont stay long, just enough for my trip. maybe it was the lack of sleep, the first 2 hours was really an encouragement
i couldnt get to sleep last night, thinking about all the financial issues, and how i had to tackle it.

but all that just got me excited about the new transition i was about to have.

financial stability will be the first step for me.

i want my own money so bad. lots of it

my dad saves 400 each month for me, and i dont get to touch it, its not like i'm blowing it on toys like i used to. i proposed it for my music class and he says ask your mom.

as always, i did not.

its always the money so far and all the petty stuff.

i'm gonna change that.

i know i will be compromising alot on my ambitions, i've always been talking about doing film and all. its pissing me off

i've always been waiting to get out of the service eversince the first day, now that i have. i thought i would be able to do what i want, now i realise its not the way i want it to be going.

nevertheless i will perservere.

i wont say good bye to it, i'll keep it somewhere. some place similar where tom keeps me all the time.

thats life for me

thats me for you


jan